hey there.
It has been a long time since my last post here.
So many things happened last 7 month.
First, I got girlfriend in 22 February :D, but ended someday in April D:
and ’till now, I still love her. ( oh God why do I still love her when her not? why the relation must end? why I have to live in this sorrow? 😦 )
Well like my last ex, alasannya ga jelas, sendiri,(well, emang kenapa kalo bedua? bakal gigit gue gitu?), but stupidly I accept it. I accept when she want to broke up. I want to see she happy. But it makes me going insane ’cause I can’t accept that she’s gone. Never accept it so far.
Well, that’s not the reason why I am in deep sorrow.
THE REASON IS…
fuck, am I have to mention it? I accused that she have another boy. Three times.
I KNOW IT MAKES NO SENSE WHEN I DO IT. but, it’s the only way I can hear her voice, and she will reply my text
(well, when I talk to her, she likes to avoid me, and when reply my text, she reply just once or twice).
I hope her know that I love her
( maybe she know, but don’t want to know 😦 )
Second,
Well, bentar lagi lebaran, bentar lagi demis, bentar lagi SNMPTN, semua serba bentar. Jadi ga ada kata “bentar-an” tahun ini bakal sibuk, tapi apa dikata, hati gundah gulana, susah melakukan semua huft 😦
Third.
Yang ke 3 senang sedikit karena setidaknya ada “GAME” yang bisa jadi mood booster gue. Bukan dota tapi selingkuhannya “ECO Online” (ga sejenis, ini mmorpg) yang mau main, main di server Hikari yak, whisp Sergei ^^v (promo dikit)
Tapi jeleknya ini mood booster , karena gue keseringan galau (kelebihan mungkin) jadinya gue kebanyakn main deh ahahahahah sucks -______-
Yah hidup gue mungkin lebih banyak sedihnya tahun ini, tapi kalo tiap tahun seneng terus, kita ga bakal bisa dewasa dan ngerasain orang lain yang menderita sedih mulu ^^
Yeah, What a Life that I live. How about yours?
Thanks for reading, Hope you have better life than me 🙂